On the 8th of August. I went to school but this time in red. Haha. Went to celebrate HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!! I was HYPER all the way!! Lols. Haha. I was like a little child okay? I was thrilled. Because last year I didnt get to celebrate because I got to guard the staircase so that no one goes up. This year is different. Haha- no one is needed to guard it and Im off that duty! I just love the balloons. BLOW BLOW BLOW- until its BIG BIG BIG! And everyone is avoiding it fearing it will go- POP! right at their faces. Girls screaming- GAH! My ears hurt, especially the 2/7 girls. After that we have students against staff basketball match, soccer match and others. Lols. Reena played really well! Haha. She catch the ball with so much confidence! Lols. xD Yeah- the band played nicely too. Wahahas! < 3 And DAMMIT- I couldnt believe myself again. After all those, the school gates were open. YEP! WE CAN GO HOME but i paid a visit to Hazel, Kenneth and June infront of the Red Cross Room to tell them that I've got to go. I saw Hazel- raced over and when I reached there I froze. Wirda and Tiff was there. Yeah yeah- shes the girl i like, yeah- Tiff. *gosh- im going red in the face again* i didnt know that she was there because her back was facing me when I raced over. Yeah- i froze. I only managed a pathetic -" Hi" to her. I am PATHETIC. PUH- THEH- TIK. Alright? I am PATHETIC. Sighs- and Hazel wanted me to sing and in my mind I was going- " SING? INFRONT OF HER? ERM. WHY NOT SOMEWHERE ELSE? SING? INFRONT OF HER?" I was gulping mouthfuls of air as if I was choking. Yeah- we didnt look at each other. Is she ignoring me? Sighs. Maybe im being paranoid. I dont know. I was standing right beside her and I cant even talk like how I talk to everyone else. Why must I lose my courage everytime i see you, girl. Im unsure of myself. I wonder. From day to day. Sighs- I really suck at going after girls. Sighs. Do you guys think its about time I abandoned all the feelings I have for her and go on with life? I am unsure. These decisions are tearing me apart. No- not yet. I shall still hold on.
Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.
3:07 AM
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.x___ kurt. || rahman.
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.x___ leo club director.
.x__ unity sec.
.x___ unitian.
.x__ sec 2E6.
.x___ 13 going on 14.
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.x___ single.
.x__ ex- cckps boy.
.x___ Monkey.
.x__ Libra.
.x___ I am worth $ 1,998,916.
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x.__kurt likes.
.x__ HER.
.x___ I love anything BREADY!.
.x__ WAFFLES!.
.x___ Daydreaming.
.x__ Jesse McCartney.
.x___ Westlife.
.x__ Backstreet Boys.
.x___ Books of R.A. Salvatore.
.x__ Composing lyrics.
.x___ Drawing manga.
.x__ SOCCER! || playing DEFENDER.
.x___ Making loads of friends!.
.x__ Psst.. singing. xD.
