Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Live on, I will.
Yes?
I hear a YES?
Yes, I will live on.
I swear I will fight through the boulevard of tortures.
Jump the endless pits of suffering cries.
And parry the threshold of bitter mistakes.
I will fight on.
I will.
I will defeat and master the ancient rune magic of the MATHS WIZARD!
Yes I would rob him of his staff and used his almighty powers
against him himself. Cause the elegant sorceress, SELVAN had helped flourish the algebraic challenges of Algebra Land in the Maths Continent. Yes.
I, Kurt. Will fight on.
Fight on I will.
Thank you Selvan. ( Mrs Selvan, the best maths teacher. Yeax! )
Thank you Adrian. ( Mr Ng, my honored english teacher. Heeheex )
Thank you Fan-Fan. ( Mr Fan, my science teacher. Lolx )
.
I appreciate it.
I thank you all.
My friends.
T
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Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

11:51 PM


You tested me.
Its been going on far too long.
I have to do something.
You wreck my heart that has been clinging on to that hope that one day, our family would return being peaceful again. Instead of having all this unnecessary quarrels.
You, my brother.
You have gone too far.
You tested the patience of the peacemaker and in return you have paid the price. I beat you up. BUT WHY!? MY MOTHER!? MY FATHER!? MY SISTER!? THEY TOO!! THEY HATE ME! WHAT AM I ADOPTED!? ADOPTED!!?
I WAS NEVER MEANT TO LIVE!! I WAS NEVER MEANT TO LIVE FOR A REASON!!
I WAS NEVER MEANT TO CALM PEOPLE'S TROUBLED SOULS!
I WAS NEVER MEANT TO..
.
I was never mea.. nt too..
WHY?
IVE BEEN TRYING! TRYING! TRYING!
WHAT THE FCUK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE!
YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ME!
IM ADOPTED!! RIGHT!! BUT I KNOW IM NOT! IM NOT ADOPTED!
BUT WHY THE FCUK ARE YOU PEOPLE TREATING ME LIKE THIS!
Thanks.
Thanks.
Thanks.
Thank you all. For being there for me.
Thanks.
Thanks.
Thanks.
You guys never meant to do this to me right? RIGHT!? RIGHT!!!?
Right..
Gotta calm down..
This is life, right? RIGHT!?
I gotta live on.
Soon, I would be free from the grasps of torture.
But will this torture end?

Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

11:20 PM

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Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Slowly I breathe.
Wait.
I punched Wee Loon at his groin today. He wanted to punch mine, blocked it twice.
XD
Im fast. Im deadly.
Im a prefect. But a prefect who kills people.
The peacemaker is slowly tainted by the wings of many bats.
The trace of darkness may grow into a shadow
that will overcast the world.
No. MY FRIENDS.
Today had lunch with Hazel, June, Abigail, Fyero, Ken, Wee Loon and Circle.
At least i got company. Made a new friend today. Haiiz..
TT
Haiiz.. Shouted at people 2 years older than me. Im in Grade 9. They dont seem to be cooperating so, i gotta put on my stern mask and make them follow my orders.
A prefect.. Haiiz..
Wad a job.
I wanna be a peacemaker once again.
I dont wish to live in this
alternate dimension of this.

Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

6:09 AM

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Tuesday, March 07, 2006

WHAT DO THEY THINK I AM?
A TOY THAT THEY CAN PLAY WITH?
A NON-LIVING THING?
SOMETHING NOT BREATHING!?
A SPARE TYRE!?
SOMETHING THAT YOU CAN RECYCLE!?
THINK AGAIN.
I HAVE FEELINGS.
I BREATHE.
NOW?
THERE'S A CUT, RUNNING DEEP. DEEPER BY THE SECOND.
THE CUT BLEEDING MORE AND MORE BY THE DAYS.
WHY THE HELL ARE YOU GUYS DOING THIS TO ME?
WHY?
I KNOW. I DONT BELONG.
I DONT BELONG TO ANY OF YOU GUYS.
I DONT.
BELONG.
AT ALL.
I KNOW.
NOW, GET LOST. GET LOST. GET LOST.
No. Come back.
I need an answer. Tell me.

Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

7:33 AM

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Thursday, March 02, 2006

Sorry for the slight delay of updates. Ive been studying for my tests.
Haiiz. Still wondering when will a girl really capture and fill the
hollow puncture in my soul that longs for someone special.
Oh wells. Guys im still studying the codes so that my blog would be more presentable. The links are up and ready. The portals are fixed. The Information Tablet is up and running
and oh wells.. Still need to study the codes. Lolx.

Anyways, I got a lot of homework to do. Lolx. :P
About Silver Hair Nite, I dont wish to talk about it. Oh wells, no point hiding it. I went to NorthView Secondary where 99.99% of the LEOS are GIRLS . That old retard touch
my butt. TOUCH MY BUTT.

OLD.

RETARD.

God, Im doing this out of sincerity and this is how those OLD RETARDS pay me?
Touch my butt? She touched my partner's butt too. But then made some friends there who quickly labeled me, "FLIRT". Gawd, I just wanna be friendly thats all. Whats up with the girls there?

We had to endure a few hours of torture.. ushering those OLD RETARDS to the toilet, serve them dinner and stuff, including dodging away from the clutches of that CERTAIN RETARD. Haiiz.. They called me a flirt. Nvm.. they havent seen the real me. Lolx.

Yeah and about the rewards. I dont really care about it. Although I've been nominated for the HERO OF THE YEAR AWARD. Lolx. Some of my friends got, IDIOT OF THE YEAR AWARD, LAMEST JOKER OF THE YEAR AWARD and some even THE FUNNIEST CATCHPHRASE OF THE YEAR. Kinda lame ritex? But oh wells. All of this things happen to my class. TT . Poor me. Lolx.

Haiiz.. still waiting..

Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

1:50 AM

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