.the cradle of expressions x._|| thecyber-PEACEMAKER.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

. . .

The emptyness within me overwhelms me.

The confusion is tearing my heart apart.

Its time.

I had so many encounters with her, yet every encounter. I see. Differences. Similarities. Her behaviour was strange. I am unsure of myself anymore. I pondered. Maybe Im really just wasting my time. I see no point in going on any further. Im lost. Ive been ill since last week, my body's temperature been rising and falling, having a dry cough and the common flu. Her behaviour was odd. Strange. It confused me. Are you stressed up with all the teasings you've got thanks to me?

I worry yet I dont know what Im worrying about.

Maybe Im worrying about myself.

Most probably.

I ponder.

. . .

Anyways, me and the other Leos had more fun at the kindergarten we went today. Haha! Blueberry flavoured snowman! MARCUS! You colored the carrot nose RED!
The snowman caught a cold!!
WAHAHA! Lame. . . xP Haha, we taped the kids drawings on the walls and Marcus was like- " OMG, these pictures are going to be on the walls? Poor poor walls," . Strangely enough, I wasnt in my usual bubbly comical mood.
Haha, urh-
my temperature's rising again. Dammit! I did my PE test just now! I was sick, my reflexes were much slower! Nevertheless I got a 'B'. Phew- I was perspiring buckets! Doing my test while having fever. Haha! Strong strong Kurt. lols. I sound so self-obssessed.
Haha.
Laugh all you want Kurt, sooner or later it will sure end with a solemn
- sigh.
Sighs.
Haha and nevermind me Reena, if you need to tell me anything just tell me. Dont hide it. Ive braced myself with so many critiscm and endured them with great stride, I'd sooner or later forget about it and move on, alright? Even if it wounds me deeply, time heals all and I'll take the time given to my own advantage to recuperate and carry on
:)
Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

7:24 AM

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