.the cradle of expressions x._|| thecyber-PEACEMAKER.

Monday, August 28, 2006

"Cause when I look at my life,
See the pieces fall into place,
It just wouldn't rhyme- without you... "
Sounds nice, right?
Of course! Westlife sang the song! Thats why it is SOO GREAT! Haha. Dont mind me. Haha this few past few weeks... loads of things have been happening, not much time to update. Time is soo cramp these few days, Ive been having more
LEO meetings, since there's a big event coming up, the I & I, Induction and Installation Cum Appreciation Ceremony.
AH! All stressed up with my homework, teachers are getting pretty demanding and all. Haha.
Oh wells, all those aside!!
I have been very fine thank you! To all of you who want to ask "How I have been?"
And TODAY! WAS PRACTICALLY THE BEST DAY OF ALL! Lols. Mr Ng actually
used DEVAN and PREVITHA as an example for a couple who are married for 20 years!! AWESOME ISNT IT!? Nevertheless, Devan is a great kid. Haha.
Goodness, Ken ( Blackcurrent ) and Judy ( Veggie ) called me Ribena!? WHAT DO I HAVE HAS GOT TO DO WITH RIBENA!? And Ken modified it... there you go, from sweet Ribena into SWEET RIBENA-NA! Haha!!
Ribenana.. haha. AH! ART MUSEUM! Lols. Got to see loads of pictures and all- kinda boring but then again, i dont understand why I am super exhausted today.. yet, Im not asleep yet.. Hm.. :S
AND AND- I hate my uncle's computer!! He can play FIVE ONLINE GAMES and go on MSN without having his computer LAGGING at the SAME TIME.
IM SO JEALOUS! Lols. YAY! But my uncle say I can come anytime to use it :D
Haha- my grandma's been bullying me about girls. Haha! Love my GRANDMA! God- i sound like a five-year old. Haha, nevertheless, she is nice. She goes all around the world and comes back with all those souvenirs!! LOLS. Yeah, can see that she's a GLOBETREKKER. lols.
Ive got soo much to tell you all yet, there are times where I've got to go...
You made my heart skip twice today.
When our eyes met... for seconds.
Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

8:49 AM

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Monday, August 21, 2006

Haha.
Hey ALL!
Never update for some time le- haha.
Today had Maths re-test, gah! Flunked maths.
How great of Kurt! Haha- anyways after that went around school, got nothing to do, hear the music made by the band kids over at the Design and Tech. Block, the cheering of the netball girls at the parade square and the shuffling of my own feet as I walked through the silent corridors... echoed by Grayson's and Tirmizi's footsteps.
Haha- I wonder what the hell I am doing here crapping. Anyways- after that went down to the parade square met with Reena and Judy :D
Haha.
We then went to Yew Tee Market there, ate waffle! WAHAHAH! Okay- okay, I am going bonkers about waffle again. Dont mind me! Haha- lalalalalalala, played soccer for a moment with the other malay kids and I am like WTH?
Grayson keep on missing the ball and kicking the ball wrongly. Lols, kinda clumsy. HAHA. =X

then went to the parade square to meet with Judy and Reena. AGAIN. lols. Got ready to go home, Irika was still determine to shoot more goals inside, pushing herself to the limit! GO FOR IT, IRIKA! Haha. I grabbed Judy's water bottle for her and chanced upon, THE TURTLE, JUDY. Haha. Grabbed it as well and rushed over to Judy to hand over the bottle. Haha. Played with the stuffed turtle. Lols. I sound so KIDDY. Goodness!
Cheryl happened to be there and grabbed JUDY away from my grasps. Lols. Cheryl grabbed it by the face and pranced around with it and I was like- " GIVE BACK JUDY!!"
The REAL Judy chased Cheryl around who waved the turtle, Judy around wildly. Haha. Waited for Irika at the foyer and Cheryl was like, " I CAN TAKE JUDY!!"
Then I went- " NOOOO!! ONLY I CAN TAKE JUDY!!"
then there was silence. . . Grayson was quiet, Devan was quiet, Raj was quiet, Reena was quiet, Previtha was quiet, Cheryl was quiet, Judy was quiet, Tirmizi was quiet and I WAS QUIET. Then everyone burst out laughing with Reena saying- " THAT SOUNDED REALLY WRONG!"
then everyone was laughing and laughing and laughing.. HAHA!! I cant believe that I slipped that out of my mouth. HAHA!! THEN THEN- at the Yew Tee MRT station, we waited for the bus, waited for one stupid bus for minutes!! And then it happened again, Judy was saying- " REENA! I AM SO NICE! I LET KURT TAKE 307 WITH YOU TODAY!" then I went- " OF COURSE LA! I ALWAYS BRING YOU HOME LAST TIME!!" and everyone was quiet again except for the bustling noises made by the vehicles and other commuters. Once again, everyone BURST OUT LAUGHING. I couldnt believe I said that accidentally- and Judy went, " THAT SOUNDED SO WRONG!" Lols.
Its funny la! Haha, I slipped with what I said on the same day and exactly around the same people! Lols! I feel so GONG today- haha. Yeah- on the bus went past school, then saw Tiff and her band pals coming out of the gate, she didnt see me though- haha. Then, Devan and Raj on the bus were like, " IS THAT TIFFS I SEE?" - " OH! ITS TIFFS!"
and i can do nothing but hear them crap throughout the whole journey...
Haha- got to go now! Lols. And Komathi! Haha- dont worry about that typo on the tagboard!
Alright then! NIGHTS! x)
Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

7:08 AM

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

. . .

The emptyness within me overwhelms me.

The confusion is tearing my heart apart.

Its time.

I had so many encounters with her, yet every encounter. I see. Differences. Similarities. Her behaviour was strange. I am unsure of myself anymore. I pondered. Maybe Im really just wasting my time. I see no point in going on any further. Im lost. Ive been ill since last week, my body's temperature been rising and falling, having a dry cough and the common flu. Her behaviour was odd. Strange. It confused me. Are you stressed up with all the teasings you've got thanks to me?

I worry yet I dont know what Im worrying about.

Maybe Im worrying about myself.

Most probably.

I ponder.

. . .

Anyways, me and the other Leos had more fun at the kindergarten we went today. Haha! Blueberry flavoured snowman! MARCUS! You colored the carrot nose RED!
The snowman caught a cold!!
WAHAHA! Lame. . . xP Haha, we taped the kids drawings on the walls and Marcus was like- " OMG, these pictures are going to be on the walls? Poor poor walls," . Strangely enough, I wasnt in my usual bubbly comical mood.
Haha, urh-
my temperature's rising again. Dammit! I did my PE test just now! I was sick, my reflexes were much slower! Nevertheless I got a 'B'. Phew- I was perspiring buckets! Doing my test while having fever. Haha! Strong strong Kurt. lols. I sound so self-obssessed.
Haha.
Laugh all you want Kurt, sooner or later it will sure end with a solemn
- sigh.
Sighs.
Haha and nevermind me Reena, if you need to tell me anything just tell me. Dont hide it. Ive braced myself with so many critiscm and endured them with great stride, I'd sooner or later forget about it and move on, alright? Even if it wounds me deeply, time heals all and I'll take the time given to my own advantage to recuperate and carry on
:)
Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

7:24 AM

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

On the 8th of August.
I went to school but this time in red.
Haha. Went to celebrate HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!
I was HYPER all the way!! Lols. Haha. I was like a little child okay? I was thrilled.
Because last year I didnt get to celebrate because I got to guard the staircase so that no one goes up. This year is different. Haha- no one is needed to guard it and Im off that duty!
I just love the balloons. BLOW BLOW BLOW- until its BIG BIG BIG!
And everyone is avoiding it fearing it will go- POP!
right at their faces.
Girls screaming- GAH! My ears hurt, especially the 2/7 girls.
After that we have students against staff basketball match, soccer match and others. Lols.
Reena played really well! Haha. She catch the ball with so much confidence! Lols. xD
Yeah- the band played nicely too. Wahahas! < 3
And DAMMIT- I couldnt believe myself again. After all those, the school gates were open.
YEP! WE CAN GO HOME but i paid a visit to Hazel, Kenneth and June infront of the Red
Cross Room to tell them that I've got to go.
I saw Hazel- raced over and when I reached there I froze. Wirda and Tiff was there.
Yeah yeah- shes the girl i like, yeah- Tiff. *gosh- im going red in the face again*
i didnt know that she was there because her back was facing me when I raced over.
Yeah- i froze. I only managed a pathetic -" Hi" to her.
I am PATHETIC.
PUH- THEH- TIK. Alright?
I am PATHETIC.
Sighs- and Hazel wanted me to sing and in my mind I was going- " SING? INFRONT OF HER? ERM. WHY NOT SOMEWHERE ELSE? SING? INFRONT OF HER?"
I was gulping mouthfuls of air as if I was choking.
Yeah- we didnt look at each other.
Is she ignoring me?
Sighs.
Maybe im being paranoid.
I dont know. I was standing right beside her and I cant even talk like how I talk to everyone else. Why must I lose my courage everytime i see you, girl.
Im unsure of myself. I wonder. From day to day.
Sighs- I really suck at going after girls. Sighs.
Do you guys think its about time I abandoned all the feelings I have for her and
go on with life?
I am unsure. These decisions are tearing me apart.
No- not yet. I shall still hold on.
Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

3:07 AM

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Friday, August 04, 2006

I cant believe it!
I didnt came to school on Thursday and I practically missed
my Mother Tongue Common Test! Well, not really sure whether
it was a common test but for all I know is that, i am still sick.
I came to school yesterday to finish the OPA thingy- ( Oral Presentation Assessment )- or something like that.
I was shivering! I was nervous and sick at the same time. Everyone could see the microphone i was holding shaking in my grasp! WTH?
Please la, I am sick, okay? Give me a chance. lols.
Lols. Im not waiting and i shall tarry no longer.
I am after the bittersweet girl, i love.
.
Goodness! I just love her shy smile! Lols. So cute le. :P
Eh eh? This is my blog after all, so er- i'll just type in anything
i feel but then again. i might be insensitive. oh wells. better keep mum. eh? deanna? how come
i've never seen you before? in my life? lols. throughout this one and half year in unity sec?
Haha. Oh wells then, one thing is for sure is that Uncle Kuick-ly couldnt believe that
i liked the bittersweet girl, i love. lols.
.
gah! spent so much time punching out shapes using paper punchers during peer coaching at the kindergarrten. goodness! i and uncle kuick-ly took about three hours and we
are still not done with the work yet! you know why?
because we were busy talking about how similar we are. lols.
he says- " You know what, Kurt? We can sing,"
Then i was like- " Uhh- okay?"
then i and him sang songs out of boredom in the kiddy classroom sitting on the tiny cute chairs.
almost like a shrunken version of the chairs in secondary school. strange la.
lols. funny thing is, we felt almost more comfortable sitting at those tiny chairs than sitting in our school's ones.
lols. still running after the bittersweet princess, i love. she's still far. alright pegasus,
pick up the pace. we shall tarry no longer. signing off- kurt <3
Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

9:56 AM

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Wednesday, August 02, 2006

*Badump. Badump*
.
I see her face. Her smile so warm. My heart began racing.
I paused. I breathed in deeply to talk to her. I couldnt.
I ran away.
GAH! KURT! YOU ARE A COWARD!
.
What happened to your charming personality! What happen to your
thick-skinned attitude! You were always so open to girls! What happened to you?
One thing is for sure is that you are in love, okay? And you cant even face her!?
GOSH! I DIDNT KNOW THAT I AM THIS SHY!! And to think
that I have the guts to talk to her. All i can afford to is to smile and shun
away from her. Kurt is a coward! Kurt is a coward!! Kurt is a coward!!
That's what I can say to myself for now.
.
I cant believe this, but Wirda maybe, purposely asked me to go
talk to her. Sighs- I dont know about myself anymore.
Sighs- haha. Alright then- Kurt signing off now! SEE YA!
Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

2:56 AM

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