Tuesday, March 14, 2006

You tested me.
Its been going on far too long.
I have to do something.
You wreck my heart that has been clinging on to that hope that one day, our family would return being peaceful again. Instead of having all this unnecessary quarrels.
You, my brother.
You have gone too far.
You tested the patience of the peacemaker and in return you have paid the price. I beat you up. BUT WHY!? MY MOTHER!? MY FATHER!? MY SISTER!? THEY TOO!! THEY HATE ME! WHAT AM I ADOPTED!? ADOPTED!!?
I WAS NEVER MEANT TO LIVE!! I WAS NEVER MEANT TO LIVE FOR A REASON!!
I WAS NEVER MEANT TO CALM PEOPLE'S TROUBLED SOULS!
I WAS NEVER MEANT TO..
.
I was never mea.. nt too..
WHY?
IVE BEEN TRYING! TRYING! TRYING!
WHAT THE FCUK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE!
YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ME!
IM ADOPTED!! RIGHT!! BUT I KNOW IM NOT! IM NOT ADOPTED!
BUT WHY THE FCUK ARE YOU PEOPLE TREATING ME LIKE THIS!
Thanks.
Thanks.
Thanks.
Thank you all. For being there for me.
Thanks.
Thanks.
Thanks.
You guys never meant to do this to me right? RIGHT!? RIGHT!!!?
Right..
Gotta calm down..
This is life, right? RIGHT!?
I gotta live on.
Soon, I would be free from the grasps of torture.
But will this torture end?

Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

11:20 PM

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