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Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Hey all!
Hahah. True true that Ive not been updating again. Apologies. Again and again.
Hahaha. Going to miss you guys from Destiny Teenz. Weve been through alot together and all.. :D Its been really really awesome! Especially the class camp. I wished it was much longer.
So that we can hang out with one and another for one last time.
I really thank you all for everything. Although I have crazy mood swings like what Hazel had mentioned. Hahaha.. Ah seriously going to miss you all!
I cant imagine a life without you all. Itd be so boring.. But part of Destiny Teenz remains with me, the memories the strong friendship we had. The class camp was seriously seriously creepy though.
Erm.. I think I should be frank with all of you here. Devan, Wei Xuan, YQ, Mizi and I actually
saw a real dancing er.. bouncing.. sphere-like with a tail, erm.. gh-gho.. nvrmind. Dont wish to say it. Strange things happened after that. Dont think I should really fill you all in with the details. The guys know what happened alright especially the five of us who saw it.
Ah anyways. Then theres the Leo camp, really spiffy. We get to dance. Phew I danced with Wen Hao.. Heh.. Not any of the NV girls. Hm.. Devan came down to look at his crush. Lols.
That guy and ended up taking videos of me and Wen Hao dancing.. that kid. Ah, cant get over the fact that the class camp became sooo thrilling and during the Leo camp, I dont know.. but for some unknown reason, we are kinda freaked out abit because.. the leo guys' dormitory was the same room that I and a bunch of my other leo friends who are from my class slept in during the class camp. Hahaha and during leo camp..
I and June brought the house down with hits, Breaking Free and Start of Something New from High School Musical both sung by Zac Efron and Vanessa Anne Hudgens. Hahah.. Not really brought the house down but.. more like.. uhh.. brought some of the people there down with our superb vocals. Heh.. Okay I sound stupid praising myself. OH DONT WORRY. Im praising June! Hahaha.. Applause for June! Tsk. Oh visit my class blog.. hhahaha.. and listen to our non-stop hits sung by the whole class! :D .. The leo guys were simply great.. its just a small band of men on a quest or something.. the number of guys is just nice to set out on a journey.. okay.. i think i played too too much online games.. hahahah and we watched Inuyasha and part of Get Backers in the night! hahahaha..
Dun-dada.. I am really blogging now.. Hahaha... This year, the class song is Amazing by Westlife! Hahaha. Last year was I lay My Love on You.. We sang that too on the last day of school. Hm.. I dont know what I am blogging anymore.. A bit of this and that.. I am just too muddle-headed to really organize what I want to say.. I just splashed it all out.
Okay.. really tired.. I gotta go get some rest.. Hahah. Dont want to fall sick eh..? Hahaha..
Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

7:26 AM

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Sunday, October 29, 2006

" Believe..
when I say, I want it that way!
Tell me why..? Ain't nothing but a heartache.
Tell me why..? Ain't nothing but a mistake.
Tell me why..? I never wanna hear you say...
I want it that way.. "
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Sighs.. this song.. Is a song which Devan can relate to.. that kid. He's been after his Miss. Right for two whole years and his fondness never fade. Haha. A living example of a devoted but obsessed lover..? Him.. Devan. Dont worry, Im not here to procrastinate or discriminate but I am just shouting out loud whats happening out there! And the hot topic for the month and next month and the next month after the next.. DEVAN!
Okay I sound crappy.. oh..? about me..?
Err.. nothing much.. Heh.. :P
Hm.. am i being serious..? EH! IM SERIOUS!
Haha.. anyways.. Haha. Its been a while since I last updated this place. Haha. Got to regenerate the portals and exchange the batteries for the tablet. Haha and dust the whole place!! Cough. Cough.
Pay me no mind. Ive not been sleeeping sooo, I get sick easily. Haha. It is only right that I got sick right? Haha. I didnt let my body rest and I didnt know that staying up till morning is such a chore but yeah.. Haha. Hey guess what you all? I passed my maths! Unbelievable but achievable! Lols. It was like.. a miracle that I passed! I kept my hopes down throughout the whole waiting days before receiving my report card.
And here it is.. in my hands. PASSING MATHEMATICS. Lols.
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Ive been really tired lately.. maybe Ive got something on my mind? Haha. Go figure.
Loads of people flowing in and out of my house. It was a neverending flood that almost choked me to death. Haha. WAAA- ? I didnt watch METEOR GARDEN! Nooo! I was so tired that I slept.. :'( Ah.. bummer. Nevermind that.. I missed lotsa Inuyasha and Shaman King episodes.. AH! Tsubasa Resevoir Chronicles is on the television! Channel U! Haha.. E-VERR-Y Sunday! Buttt.. I cant watch it.. I might have classes.. WAAAAA- !!
Hm..? How is she..?
Eh... why are you asking me all these questions..?
.. huh? because you are nosey...?
Er.. you ar..
She's been like that like that.. Haha. At least thats what she usually tells me. ANYWAYS! Haha. Got to check the tagpod!
Hmm..
HAHA OKAY! GUESS IVE UPDATED!! HEE. SORRY FER THE DELAY .. LOOONG DELAY.. :D
Oh.. and Sya..? You owe me big time..? Heh.. thanks..? Oh!! .. dont worry.. you dont owe me anything la.. Thats what friends are for.. :)
Whoa. Lotsa tagss... Am I to answer them all..? Er.. Id just want to say. uhh.. HAVE A NICE DAY!! :)
Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

2:01 AM

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Thursday, September 07, 2006

The people whom I thought would be understanding...
Isnt.
How great is that?
Really great...
Tomorrow is the day and I cant believe people are reprimanding me of all these after all the things that I've been going through this past few days. Only some of you knew whats happening. Funny that people are suddenly throwing me the all the responsibilities and got scoldings when after I "gladly" held their responsibilities. I got scoldings even after
I offered to help and I cant believe that they can blame the Unity Eagles for not responding.
I had explained everything to Lion Billy. He supported my parents. I am like- WTH? I went through all this and Lion Billy supported my parents? I had a due. I have my responsibilites too and I cant believe that my parents are immature, childish, insensitive and unreasonable.
They even threatened me if I dont promise whatever they want me to promise. Its like-
NOT EVEN DEMOCRATIC! They dont even want to NEGOTIATE!
And I had to snap back- " Ya la, ya la, WHATEVER LA! I PROMISE, Happy!?"
Haha, thanks Sya! For tagging! LOLS! HEY AFIQ! LONG TIME NO SEE! Wait- we saw each other during Teacher's Day at CCKPS. LOLS. Haha- hey all! Haha- Judy. VEGGU! My faithful reader. Hazel? ERM- you really heard us? Erm- erm. O-ohkay...
AH! Enough of boring rantings. NOW FER THE FUN PART- check out the new series of Punk'd by Me, Mizi, Raj and Siddiq.
"PUNK'd DEVAN the KUKUNATHAN"
LOLS. Lame? Yeah. Despite all this things going on. People are saying that I am quite high recently. EH! IM NOT DRUNK OKAY? *smack
Anyways- back to Devan. Mizi, Raj, Devan and I were walking Siddiq and Ken to WeiXuan's house. After walking them there- we grabbed Devan's bag and made a run for. Ran from the seventh floor down, zipping through the corridors with Devan's bag in hand. While he try to catch us. Mizi darted to the second staircase. I ran to the first staircase and threw his bag to the first floor. Mizi darted down. Raj was at the third floor holding Devan. I saw Mizi running and he hid it under the staircase, IN THE OPEN. Ran with him. Devan came down with Raj. Raj darted as well. Devan lagging behind, HE DIDNT SEE HIS BAG. Passed it 1 time. Ran throughout the WHOLE area. Pass the kindergarten or childcare, whatever its called. Up the flat. Down the flat. Zip through corridors. I became a decoy. Mizi and Raj ran up the flat. I kept on running and Devan was dumb enough to keep running after me. I swerved a corner and darted forth back at the staircase where Mizi and Raj went. I ran up with them and checked the surroundings. I said- " Hold on, I go check whether its clear," We went down the stairs silently and I saw Devan. Devan was still searching. Waiting for him to turn his back. He turned. I whispered over- " RUN!" We darted off to WeiXuan's flat. There's a playground at WeiXuan's flat. Mizi raced over to the staircase where Devan's bag was placed. Still in the open. He pushed it further inside so that it wont be obvious. Devan didnt came back. We waited for a few mintutes. He still didnt come back. I suggest that I and Mizi go look for Devan while Raj waited at the playground with Mizi and my bags. We ran to where Devan was last seen and surely enough, he is still there. We walked him to the playground. As stupid as ever, Devan ran forth and grabbed both Mizi and my bags and tried to run off with them. He dropped my bag and dashed forward with Mizi's bag running past his bag for the 2nd time!! 2 TIMES. Mizi ran after Devan. Raj and I were laughing and laughing and was like- " OMG? HE DIDNT SEE HIS BAG?" Raj laughed and nodded, slapping his forehead. Devan ran to flat which is nearby and ran around the flat like an idiot not realising that I, Mizi and Raj were downstairs, not chasing him at all. He went down a further flight of stairs. We looked him. He looked back at us. We are a few metres apart. I and Raj put our bags down. Devan got ready to run. We waited. Devan turned his back and WALKED. I seize the chance. " Raj cordon him off from there," " Mizi follow me at the back," " I'll speed off after him," Surely enough we broke off running. Devan was walking. I was nearing him. He saw me, he started running. He went up the stairs. I laughed. " Devan, dont try the stairs. I can catch you easily." Surely enough. He gave up. He went up two steps at a time. I hauled my body to go up three to five steps at a time. He took off Mizi's bag and hung it outside the corridor. " Dont make me drop the bag!" Mizi was luckily enough downstairs waiting for the bag to drop. I knocked his hand, dropping the bag and cuffed his hand with my hands. He is rendered useless. Devan was breathing in and out heavily. Raj soon came and help me drag Devan down. Mizi ran off to the carpark. We decided to find Mizi then. Raj, Devan and I walked around finding Mizi. Soon it was only me and Devan. Mizi clapped and Raj heard him. Raj too went up the carpark. Then they were waiting for me and Devan to seperate. Once they got the chance. Mizi clapped. I saw them. I darted up the staircase to the carpark. Devan saw me and asked whether I have seen Mizi. I shrugged my shoulders and then continued on darting without him having the slightest suspicion that I am going to join up with Mizi and Raj. We soon meet up and just walked back to the playground.
We waited for minutes.
He soon popped out. " Ah! Theres Devan!" and called him over.
He came diligently and made him run around looking for his bag. This time, we hid it in a store room labeled, R10. He gave him alot of clueless. Most of them, misleading. We gave him the clue- " Its R10" He went around looking for R10. He stood infront of the storeroom yet didnt see the label. We laughed so hard yet he moped around looking for his bag. There was once we said that its in the sewers. He stupidly used his pen and tried to pick the manhole lid open and before that he thought R10 was- a storeroom at the 10th floor. He went up there and took his time looking for his bag- I bet he knows the 10th floor very well now. HAHA. If you were wondering, he went passed his bag 26 TIMES. Soon, he opened the right storeroom and found his bag there lying in the dirt. Mizi, Raj and I had the time of our lives!! Wish we could do that again some time! We practically ran throughout the whole estate there. Soon, Ken and Siddiq came down and met up with us. They were formerly going to 7-11 but then heard our laughter. They came over and we told them everything. Went back home after that. It was tiring you know? Laughing at Devan that is. The day before, he tried to act smart and went to a stop after our stop since there was a bus coming. We knew that that bus is going to be the same bus Devan is going to meet us when he comes on it. We gladly took the bus and had everything planned. As soon as we reached his stop. All of his bend down and hid ourselves. Devan was looking for us from the stop and to think that he was dumb enough to really believe that we werent on the bus, when the bus started moving, we popped out from our hiding places and saw him panic. We laughed at him from inside the bus!! He RAN WITH THIS BUS! Like a RETARD!! We went down the stop after the stop Devan was and waited for him. He came in another bus. He tried to trick us by using the same trick we used on him but we checked the bus good enough for Raj to spot his butt sticking out. " HE'S ON THE BUS!" We ran to the entrance and went up the bus. Haha. Dumb guy. He'll never trick us. We play his game. But we can turn his game. To be our game. While he- from the mastermind, to the hamster of our game. OMG. Is this my longest post yet? Lols. Dont know la. Haha. (:
Approached her and talked to her.
She destroyed my sketchbook, that's for sure.
All goes well. Crapped alot. Haha.
:P
Said "Bye bye," when she's going off. Well DUH. We all say Bye Bye. AH! Dont mind me.
To think I met her again again at Mac. When all things went wrong. Devan spoiled everything. He broke the silence. Everyone heard it. Everyone in Mac? Yeah? Hazel if you are sitting so far away. Theres a possibility everyone would have heard it. EVERYONE. God- this is the first time Ive blogged so much. Yeah- to make up for all the days I have not updated. Sorry all. I worry. No- shouldnt blog so much. I shouldnt and I shant.
My heart skipped a beat.
Not once not twice.
Racing- drifting. Pondering.
Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

7:52 PM

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Monday, August 28, 2006

"Cause when I look at my life,
See the pieces fall into place,
It just wouldn't rhyme- without you... "
Sounds nice, right?
Of course! Westlife sang the song! Thats why it is SOO GREAT! Haha. Dont mind me. Haha this few past few weeks... loads of things have been happening, not much time to update. Time is soo cramp these few days, Ive been having more
LEO meetings, since there's a big event coming up, the I & I, Induction and Installation Cum Appreciation Ceremony.
AH! All stressed up with my homework, teachers are getting pretty demanding and all. Haha.
Oh wells, all those aside!!
I have been very fine thank you! To all of you who want to ask "How I have been?"
And TODAY! WAS PRACTICALLY THE BEST DAY OF ALL! Lols. Mr Ng actually
used DEVAN and PREVITHA as an example for a couple who are married for 20 years!! AWESOME ISNT IT!? Nevertheless, Devan is a great kid. Haha.
Goodness, Ken ( Blackcurrent ) and Judy ( Veggie ) called me Ribena!? WHAT DO I HAVE HAS GOT TO DO WITH RIBENA!? And Ken modified it... there you go, from sweet Ribena into SWEET RIBENA-NA! Haha!!
Ribenana.. haha. AH! ART MUSEUM! Lols. Got to see loads of pictures and all- kinda boring but then again, i dont understand why I am super exhausted today.. yet, Im not asleep yet.. Hm.. :S
AND AND- I hate my uncle's computer!! He can play FIVE ONLINE GAMES and go on MSN without having his computer LAGGING at the SAME TIME.
IM SO JEALOUS! Lols. YAY! But my uncle say I can come anytime to use it :D
Haha- my grandma's been bullying me about girls. Haha! Love my GRANDMA! God- i sound like a five-year old. Haha, nevertheless, she is nice. She goes all around the world and comes back with all those souvenirs!! LOLS. Yeah, can see that she's a GLOBETREKKER. lols.
Ive got soo much to tell you all yet, there are times where I've got to go...
You made my heart skip twice today.
When our eyes met... for seconds.
Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

8:49 AM

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Monday, August 21, 2006

Haha.
Hey ALL!
Never update for some time le- haha.
Today had Maths re-test, gah! Flunked maths.
How great of Kurt! Haha- anyways after that went around school, got nothing to do, hear the music made by the band kids over at the Design and Tech. Block, the cheering of the netball girls at the parade square and the shuffling of my own feet as I walked through the silent corridors... echoed by Grayson's and Tirmizi's footsteps.
Haha- I wonder what the hell I am doing here crapping. Anyways- after that went down to the parade square met with Reena and Judy :D
Haha.
We then went to Yew Tee Market there, ate waffle! WAHAHAH! Okay- okay, I am going bonkers about waffle again. Dont mind me! Haha- lalalalalalala, played soccer for a moment with the other malay kids and I am like WTH?
Grayson keep on missing the ball and kicking the ball wrongly. Lols, kinda clumsy. HAHA. =X

then went to the parade square to meet with Judy and Reena. AGAIN. lols. Got ready to go home, Irika was still determine to shoot more goals inside, pushing herself to the limit! GO FOR IT, IRIKA! Haha. I grabbed Judy's water bottle for her and chanced upon, THE TURTLE, JUDY. Haha. Grabbed it as well and rushed over to Judy to hand over the bottle. Haha. Played with the stuffed turtle. Lols. I sound so KIDDY. Goodness!
Cheryl happened to be there and grabbed JUDY away from my grasps. Lols. Cheryl grabbed it by the face and pranced around with it and I was like- " GIVE BACK JUDY!!"
The REAL Judy chased Cheryl around who waved the turtle, Judy around wildly. Haha. Waited for Irika at the foyer and Cheryl was like, " I CAN TAKE JUDY!!"
Then I went- " NOOOO!! ONLY I CAN TAKE JUDY!!"
then there was silence. . . Grayson was quiet, Devan was quiet, Raj was quiet, Reena was quiet, Previtha was quiet, Cheryl was quiet, Judy was quiet, Tirmizi was quiet and I WAS QUIET. Then everyone burst out laughing with Reena saying- " THAT SOUNDED REALLY WRONG!"
then everyone was laughing and laughing and laughing.. HAHA!! I cant believe that I slipped that out of my mouth. HAHA!! THEN THEN- at the Yew Tee MRT station, we waited for the bus, waited for one stupid bus for minutes!! And then it happened again, Judy was saying- " REENA! I AM SO NICE! I LET KURT TAKE 307 WITH YOU TODAY!" then I went- " OF COURSE LA! I ALWAYS BRING YOU HOME LAST TIME!!" and everyone was quiet again except for the bustling noises made by the vehicles and other commuters. Once again, everyone BURST OUT LAUGHING. I couldnt believe I said that accidentally- and Judy went, " THAT SOUNDED SO WRONG!" Lols.
Its funny la! Haha, I slipped with what I said on the same day and exactly around the same people! Lols! I feel so GONG today- haha. Yeah- on the bus went past school, then saw Tiff and her band pals coming out of the gate, she didnt see me though- haha. Then, Devan and Raj on the bus were like, " IS THAT TIFFS I SEE?" - " OH! ITS TIFFS!"
and i can do nothing but hear them crap throughout the whole journey...
Haha- got to go now! Lols. And Komathi! Haha- dont worry about that typo on the tagboard!
Alright then! NIGHTS! x)
Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

7:08 AM

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

. . .

The emptyness within me overwhelms me.

The confusion is tearing my heart apart.

Its time.

I had so many encounters with her, yet every encounter. I see. Differences. Similarities. Her behaviour was strange. I am unsure of myself anymore. I pondered. Maybe Im really just wasting my time. I see no point in going on any further. Im lost. Ive been ill since last week, my body's temperature been rising and falling, having a dry cough and the common flu. Her behaviour was odd. Strange. It confused me. Are you stressed up with all the teasings you've got thanks to me?

I worry yet I dont know what Im worrying about.

Maybe Im worrying about myself.

Most probably.

I ponder.

. . .

Anyways, me and the other Leos had more fun at the kindergarten we went today. Haha! Blueberry flavoured snowman! MARCUS! You colored the carrot nose RED!
The snowman caught a cold!!
WAHAHA! Lame. . . xP Haha, we taped the kids drawings on the walls and Marcus was like- " OMG, these pictures are going to be on the walls? Poor poor walls," . Strangely enough, I wasnt in my usual bubbly comical mood.
Haha, urh-
my temperature's rising again. Dammit! I did my PE test just now! I was sick, my reflexes were much slower! Nevertheless I got a 'B'. Phew- I was perspiring buckets! Doing my test while having fever. Haha! Strong strong Kurt. lols. I sound so self-obssessed.
Haha.
Laugh all you want Kurt, sooner or later it will sure end with a solemn
- sigh.
Sighs.
Haha and nevermind me Reena, if you need to tell me anything just tell me. Dont hide it. Ive braced myself with so many critiscm and endured them with great stride, I'd sooner or later forget about it and move on, alright? Even if it wounds me deeply, time heals all and I'll take the time given to my own advantage to recuperate and carry on
:)
Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

7:24 AM

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

On the 8th of August.
I went to school but this time in red.
Haha. Went to celebrate HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!
I was HYPER all the way!! Lols. Haha. I was like a little child okay? I was thrilled.
Because last year I didnt get to celebrate because I got to guard the staircase so that no one goes up. This year is different. Haha- no one is needed to guard it and Im off that duty!
I just love the balloons. BLOW BLOW BLOW- until its BIG BIG BIG!
And everyone is avoiding it fearing it will go- POP!
right at their faces.
Girls screaming- GAH! My ears hurt, especially the 2/7 girls.
After that we have students against staff basketball match, soccer match and others. Lols.
Reena played really well! Haha. She catch the ball with so much confidence! Lols. xD
Yeah- the band played nicely too. Wahahas! < 3
And DAMMIT- I couldnt believe myself again. After all those, the school gates were open.
YEP! WE CAN GO HOME but i paid a visit to Hazel, Kenneth and June infront of the Red
Cross Room to tell them that I've got to go.
I saw Hazel- raced over and when I reached there I froze. Wirda and Tiff was there.
Yeah yeah- shes the girl i like, yeah- Tiff. *gosh- im going red in the face again*
i didnt know that she was there because her back was facing me when I raced over.
Yeah- i froze. I only managed a pathetic -" Hi" to her.
I am PATHETIC.
PUH- THEH- TIK. Alright?
I am PATHETIC.
Sighs- and Hazel wanted me to sing and in my mind I was going- " SING? INFRONT OF HER? ERM. WHY NOT SOMEWHERE ELSE? SING? INFRONT OF HER?"
I was gulping mouthfuls of air as if I was choking.
Yeah- we didnt look at each other.
Is she ignoring me?
Sighs.
Maybe im being paranoid.
I dont know. I was standing right beside her and I cant even talk like how I talk to everyone else. Why must I lose my courage everytime i see you, girl.
Im unsure of myself. I wonder. From day to day.
Sighs- I really suck at going after girls. Sighs.
Do you guys think its about time I abandoned all the feelings I have for her and
go on with life?
I am unsure. These decisions are tearing me apart.
No- not yet. I shall still hold on.
Kurt Evans
.you're the sweet lil princess, im after.

3:07 AM

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